I know it's been a while since I posted. Life happened. Some of it was awesome and amazing and some so not. A quick version- I absolutely loved my job as a nonprofit thrift store manager. I busted my butt, went in on days off ect. Got the store going great and almost completely back out of red. When they decided I was doing so good they would be able to get more money out of selling. So, they sold to the local Youth for Christ, who of course had their own people. Then depression hit full force. I didn't want to get out of bed, get dressed ect. Well in the meantime I got a job at a nursing home but it was working 12hr shifts. My live in boyfriend (who is an alcoholic) messed up in our relationship. I agreed to give it one final try. But so far it's been rough. Non of this helped my depression. I got a call about a home health job I had previously interviewed for. I got it, that's what I'm doing now. I still don't enjoy it as much as the shop. But, I am working hard on getting back to where I was. Continue with positive affirmations, manifesting good things. Watch my thoughts more. ECT. Battles with your own fears and thoughts can be hard. So, thank you for being patient with me.