Deep rest

 A lot has gone on. For a while I enjoyed my home health job. However you can only help so much with people who won't help themselves. When I realized just how much it was more wanting to be catered to 24/7 out of pure laziness; I started looking for something else. So, I got on at the local Sears. Started getting trained for management. Then the owner decided we should clock out between customers. 🤦 Yeah... Nope. Needless to say paychecks bounced. Meaning my account went under. The store shut down, owner making off with the money. 🤷 

I got offered a job at a local rent to own as a manager. I took it. Still here, after almost a year. I am putting in applications elsewhere. This is so not for me. I love my customers and workers. I really dislike how the owner and home office talk to and treat us employees and the customers. My last 2 weeks I had over 96+ hrs. My check for two weeks is $815.. Ugh. Not worth it. My employees are being shorted on pay. During last zoom meeting it was more how much we cost the company. My guys only get $9 an hour.. And getting part of their hours taken off. So of course I am printing the time sheets for them to fight for the correct pay. 

Still with the boyfriend at the moment. It is coming to an unavoidable end. No surprise there. Everything and with his b.s. (trust me it's not good) I went into a deeper depression. Not kill yourself kind. But the no energy, body ache, not wanting to get out of bed, dressed ect. Yet, I do. However, the moment I'm off work- nada. 

Positive- I took the Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy course- I am now a level 1 practitioner. Am still taking the Beyond Quantum Healing class. Just haven't finished it yet. When I do I plan on taking more modalities of healing courses. 

Another positive- my son graduated and is now in college. The local community college.  Yay.